duality
having lived my life for over three decades i still have the curiosity to explore and the fear of the unknown in my thought system as much as my earliest memories can go. the curiosity keeps my mind working. makes me think of new ideas, new thought experiments. plan out ALL possible next moves. but the fear holds me back from performing / doing anything i think of, specially as my own identity. the duality of my brain is nothing new to me. though i am better managing to balance them more now than before.
